u/Fragrant_Rutabaga204

Hey guys, i see a lot of you guys are teachers so you guys would seem to know a lot more. I have a lot of stuff going on but the main thing I need to focus on sre my credits/school. I was taken out from my mom at 15, my sophomore year. It was mainly because freshman year I had bad grades and would miss a decent chunk of school. So she thought it would be a better idea to take me out. About a year and some change and I’m still not even in school. I’m 17 turning 18 in September, I would love to do community college but that’s even if I can get my shit straight. I have about 2 credits and I’m just lost. Not even in online school either I’ve looked but you have to pay hella money for each credit which we don’t got. So I don’t know I’m coming here to find help and maybe some good tips. I’d appreciate anything and thank you guys for your time.

Hey guys, I have a lot of stuff going on but the main thing I need to focus on sre my credits/school. I was taken out from my mom at 15, my sophomore year. It was mainly because freshman year I had bad grades and would miss a decent chunk of school. So she thought it would be a better idea to take me out. About a year and some change and I’m still not even in school. I’m 17 turning 18 in September, I would love to do community college but that’s even if I can get my shit straight. I have about 2 credits and I’m just lost. Not even in online school either I’ve looked but you have to pay hella money for each credit which we don’t got. So I don’t know I’m coming here to find help and maybe some good tips. I’d appreciate anything and thank you guys for your time.

Hey guys, I have a lot of stuff going on but the main thing I need to focus on are my credits/school. I was taken out from my mom at 15, my sophomore year. It was mainly because freshman year I had bad grades and would miss a decent chunk of school. So she thought it would be a better idea to take me out. About a year and some change and I’m still not even in school. I’m 17 turning 18 in September, I would love to do community college but that’s even if I can get my shit straight. I have about 2 credits and I’m just lost. Not even in online school either I’ve looked but you have to pay hella money for each credit which we don’t got. So I don’t know I’m coming here to find help and maybe some good tips. I’m wondering what should I even do?I’d appreciate anything and thank you guys for your time.

I don’t even know where to start this. I’m just lost man it’s horrible, I’m 17 I’m going to turn 18 in September and my life is going downhill. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore, my mom took me out of school start of sophomore year because of me missing to much school freshman year and having shitty grades. She thought it was a good idea because of all of the shit I was doing. I was a good kid didn’t get in trouble just had shitty grades and missed a decent amount of school. I was 15 at the time she took me out, and I couldn’t tell her not to take me out because she didn’t believe anything I said. Now I’m here 17 with 2 credits not in school nor online. And I feel like I fucked up everything. I hate seeing myself in this position because I was a good kid. Had straight A’s as a little kid, and I came to the place I’m at now, and since middle school everything went to shit. I started smoking weed and just messing everything up. I feel like a complete failure everyday. I don’t know what to do I’m hurt, lost, in agony just everything. I’m tired man I feel like shit everyday and I live in regret because of decisions I’ve made. The main thing I need help with is getting my school shit together. I need my credits and I need help fast, honestly I know it sounds like a long shot coming into Reddit but I know someone’s been through this and if not worse. I dont know how much longer I have without having to get a job and just having my full focus on whatever. I honestly was thinking of joining the army, but even then I’m still not sure. My mom told me some shit that definitely touched me and made me really think about everything. She said “if I can’t see myself in 5 years then your fucked.” And honestly, I couldn’t. I didn’t know what to say I was just hurt because she was speaking the truth. She’s done to much for me, I just feel like an anchor for her. The only reason she still lives in this area is because she wanted me to get my shit right. But I didn’t as you can see, so she’s thinking of just leaving and doing her own shit. I always always hope for my mom to get everything she ever wants because of all the sacrifices she’s done. I don’t know what to think anymore. I wish I could just reset everything but obviously that’s not the case. And I’m sorry for ranting I just don’t know where to go anymore. I’ve been holding in so much for so long and been stuck in the same spot forever it feels. I always hated school but I use to do it for my mom. I I’m just hoping one day I can repay her 100x everything she did for me. I haven’t studied for my GED I have the book. I just feel like a complete dumbass. “All my friends are gonna be graduating and I’ll just be watching.” That’s another thing that my mom said that’s gonna stick till the day comes. if anyone could help me itd be deeply appreciated.