Can't eat anything, doctors suck
So I've always been known for being able to eat a bunch of food and I've never had any issues with eating. I had a lot of anxiety (unrelated to rcpd) last week and wasn't able to eat because of anxiety stomach, but the rcpd just makes things soooo much worse. Now my anxiety is gone but I still can't eat much. I'll eat a few bites and then suddenly the food I'm eating seems disgusting, I feel nauseous, and I can feel the air trying to come out. I spend my entire day starving my fucking ass off but I can't seem to eat more than a few bites lately. I love eating, it's the one thing that's always there to make you feel better. But I can't even enjoy that.
There apparently isn't a single fucking doctor in the entire state of Nevada that knows or cares about rcpd. Whenever I try to explain it to a doctor they never listen and say its acid reflux. I'd love to go to Karla O'Dell in California but my insurance makes things extremely difficult as I have to see a PCP doctor in California for a referral to see her because it's not in Nevada. But every PCP I've gone to in California is completely fucking useless and refuse to give me a referral because they don't believe me. I cussed out a doctor once because he wouldn't listen to me and basically said I'm delusional. I'm so fucking tired of this I just want to live a normal life where I'm not fucking suffering 24/7.