I hate gay community (for the most part)
I feel so much hatred towards gay men and gay community as a whole (as a gay man myself). Like i see one person on twitter saying they dont want to partake in hook culture and want to be away from it (because it has become such a norm that everyone expects you to participate with the culture), and then i see 100 retweets of other gays shitting on him indirectly for what he wants "if you dont want it, then dont just get yourself envloved, it's as easy as that!".
And the very same people claim that they are leftist and want to change the world for the better. What kind of a leftist are you that you cant even respect another gay man's way of living? it's like everyone wants to shit talk in twitter... and these gays, they think theyre so much better cause they make sex their whole lives and i'm like, ok, if thats the way you wanna live your life, go for it (even tho making sex your whole life's purpose and personallity often comes from trauma especially for gay men. But it's none of my business)! But why are you shitting on people for wanting to live their lives another way than yours? Some people Not wanting to participate in hook up culture doesnt affect you in any way! But you bullying others for what they want affects them...
I just cant stop crying cause i thought i can be free and accepted for who i am and how i want to live my life in gay community but guess not...