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I don't know why people are hating on this story, but it was awesome, the complexity of the emotion the psychological use of trauma that cause mc to have bpd and the angst was so real and how they solved it as well. although we don't get to know how mc solved the issues or his past in full details but let's be real that it was for us to imagine being the mc and experience his life. maybe the author didn't even put that much meaning behind this, but literature and human emotions are meant to be dissected by spectators. for me it was an interesting read that let me analyze the characters with psychology.
you are nothing more than a pathetic sore loser who let themself be consumed by emptiness. you think you are all that, but you're stuck and unable to get out. you think you can cope with the hole you feel, the emotions you are incapable of, and all the people you shut out with the excuse of maintaining privacy? you're wrong and you know that very well.
when are you going to get your shit together? death is so freaking easy to you that you don't even care about the people around. Are you going to continue to waste away your potential? you know you can do a lot better if you only change for a month, but you just can't do it huh? you let your mind control you however it wants without ever putting in the effort! was your promise to do better just a lie? how long are you planning to rot at bottom like this? are you hoping for your chronic illness to eventually kill you so you can run away?
I only wish you would think more about yourself and the people around you but knowing you, it's just wishful thinking. you are so numb to everything, you are incapable of this morbid love.