u/FreshNewStartDiva

Guys im dine istg i can not handle this insomnia anymore
Ive dealt with it for a long time along with my anxiety
And now before maybe two or three months ago my doctor prescribed me prozac i was good with taking some antihistamine meds to put me to sleep but now after upping my dose to to40 mg i can not go to sleep anymore even if i take antihistamine.. and i dont want to take quetiapine for sleep cuz i have insulin problems and it will make me gain weight
So ive used tizanidine for some time cuz of my neck pain and it actually can make me go to sleep but at what cost?
After using it for weeks it makes me soo tired and angry everytime i wake up +i cant sleep pass 5 or 6 hours and i feel soo disappointed at myself that i continued taking it but i was laying in bed for 5 hours I couldn’t go to sleep what can i do omg i feel soo disappointed 😢😢

Im 25 F im from the middle east from an arab family growing up i was dealing with a lot of neglect and narcissism from my family especially my siblings and my mom they hated me soo bad till the point they said to me “i wish u didnt born”
I had to deal with that and staying with them for a long time and I needed to deal with my brothers who is abusers and controlling i graduated college and i ran away to my friend house and lived with her and her family who loves so much and treated me like family
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After i ran away my family kept on calling me and they made up a false story that i have gone to another city for a job “cause they thought she will be insane if she knew that i dont want to live with them anymore” little did they know my mom doesn’t give a single fuck and now they are saying they want to act like a family and they want me to meet them and all and i dont want that

It’s been a year since i ran away and everyday i feel anxious and guilty even tho im a victim and all of my anxious thoughts came because of them i dont know what to do

My sister died from cancer before two months and i was really struggling with my anxiety and i feel more anxious if they tried to make our relationship stronger because i cant!!

I also feel like a loser because i did had a job and I dropped it after one month because of the manager he was mean and abusing me and i dont feel like im actually ready for a job right now i feel like im really broken I started on antidepressant for my anxiety this is the second month and im trying to get better do u think im on the right bath? Or im losing my future ?

Sorry for my language English is not my first language

hey soo im on 40 mg of fluoxetine for maybe 3 weeks now and i feel soo tired and drained i have no energy and a little bit depressed should i keep on with this dose or go back to 20? Ofc im gonna talk to my doctor but if anyone had the same experience PLEASE respond thank uuu🙏🏻🙏🏻

hey soo im on 40 mg of fluoxetine for maybe 3 weeks now and i feel soo tired and drained i have no energy and a little bit depressed should i keep on with this dose or go back to 20? Ofc im gonna talk to my doctor but if anyone had the same experience PLEASE respond thank uuu🙏🏻🙏🏻

i’ve been on it since April 12 and now it’s april 30 i feel low and i dont have enough energy to talk or to do anything not like when i was on 20 mg i was soo happy but i was anxious still no the anxiety is gone but i feel soo drained is it going to be better? or should i go back to 20?