Hi birdie, favorite mo ibon diba? I just want to tell you na maybe it’s time to end this 4 year-long crush ko sayo. Starting my college life I was so confused kasi naninibago pa ako, that’s when I met you. You were so kind to me, I really like how we hit it off na unang conversations palang natin as if we were sobrang close na.
Noong una, I just like your physical features, pero tbh what I really felt for was how caring you were, how you listen and how you made me feel special. I hated how I felt so loved by you pero I know na it’s not in the way I want. We were just friends and I was okay with that. I don’t really want to ruin what we have, rather had.
Something happened that changed you, gets kita alam ko nangyari sayo non. You shut people off, you cut connections and then you went away, pero I never stopped trying to be there for you kasi I was still hoping na the person I deeply admire was still there, pero no e.
I don’t know ano ba talaga yung reason for your cold behavior towards me. Dahil ba nahahalata mong gusto kita? Personal problems ba? At this point I don’t really know pero I really miss you, the you na I had fun kahit yung times na tayo lang kasi takot ka magisa sa dorm nyo. I miss those memories because what is a person if not memories? But holding on to those memories also blinded me from the fact na baka you are not that person anymore.
I really really miss you I don’t know if namiss kita as a friend or crush, basta I miss you. But this is also the reason why I need to stop na. I want to feel that spark again and I won’t be able to do so if I keep on clinging on to those memories. Bye my nepo baby birdie, soar high kasi I’ll fly away nadin. Ingat ka lagi☺️