Is it worth to hold on? Me (21F) Bf (22m)
Is it worth to hold on? Me (21F) Bf (22m)
Hi throwaway, Im new here so please expect grammar errors and such.
Me (21F) and My bf (22m) have been together for almost 7 months, if I were to be honest it has been the best 7 months of my life. Lately tho he has been avoidant, and i don’t really know what I did wrong. We’ve broken up a lot and got back together and to be honest I wish it stops. He keeps leaving me when he fears something and I don’t know how to make him trust me. I love him so much and don’t want to leave but I’m slowly getting tired of chasing the man I love. He says he loves me, he does things for me that seems like he loves me, but then I always question myself or my worth every time he leaves. Then after breaking up he’ll come back or be okay the next day and I’m so confused now on what he truly feels. I know at the moment I have no strength to leave this relationship. It’s my first serious relationship, and it’s the first time I’ve ever loved someone this much. I honestly feel like I can never love again if he’ll leave me again, or leave for good this time. But I’m starting to get tired i don’t know what to do. I just wish he’ll trust me because I swear to Jesus that I haven’t done anything to make him loose turst.
additional context: He had relationships before me where his trust was really broken and he got really hurt but I hope he doesn’t project anymore and I’m doing everything to show and prove myself and begging already i don’t know what to do.