u/Friendly-Awareness85

I need a book recommendation explaining why he won’t choose me. I’ve been best friends with my guy friend for years and I’m in love with him. But recently it’s feels literally impossible to be friends with him because I’m so angry he won’t choose me. When we’re hanging out he’s so kind and amazing and I think “wow I could stay in this moment forever” or “I think he actually wants me” but then I’ll text him and he will take forever to respond or not respond at all. I know he likes another girl but I just need to know WHY HER??? Why won’t he choose me. So if anyone has any good book recs, I’ll take it!!!