I'm traveling to NYC, I need book recommendations
Hey everyone, I’m 18F and about to do a solo trip to NYC for a couple of weeks this summer. I’m in a really weird, heavy place in my life right now and I’m desperate for a genuinely good book to take with me. You know the type of book you'll read at Bryant Park.
To give you some context on why I'm feeling this way, I recently lost my entire friend group over some stupid rumors (very dramatic and cringy). On top of that, I just walked away from the youth ministry and Christian church I grew up in after 17 years. Right now, I'm in a gap year, and to be completely honest, I’m depressed.
I feel incredibly lost. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, and I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. I’m using this NYC trip to figure myself out and finally get away from everything that has spent years putting me in a box. It’s not my first solo trip, but because of everything that’s happened, this one feels different.
What I’m looking for:
- Fiction only. Please no psychology, self-help, or "how-to-fix-your-life" books.
- A story I can actually relate to. It can be about a teenager or an adult, as long as it deals with that specific feeling of isolation, being at a crossroads, or trying to find your identity when everything you knew has crumbled. But I want something subtle. I don't want a book that starts with a loud "God, I hate my life" or constant complaining. I prefer a story where the realization hits you slowly through the atmosphere, the interactions, and the quiet moments where you just feel the weight of what the character is going through without them constantly spelling it out.
- If it helps, my absolute favorite movie is Lost in Translation. I want that exact feeling in book form atmospheric, a little melancholic, but comforting in its loneliness.
I usually only read romance or fanfics, so this whole genre of literary/contemporary fiction is brand new to me. I really want a story to get lost in.
What book saved you when you felt completely lost in the world? Thanks in advance.