21, no high school diploma yet, stuck in Turkey—is learning German for an Ausbildung a good plan
Yeah, hi again. It's kind of ironic and maybe funny because I asked this same question 4 years ago, but with a few differences. Things happened, and I don't want to lay out my entire life in a quick post, but let's say I had to drop out of high school at 19 (yeah, sadly I failed 1 year) in the 12th grade due to family medical reasons—I had to take care of someone for 2 years.
After they passed away about 8 months ago, I suddenly felt free because taking care of this person was almost my entire life for those two years. Initially, I re-enrolled to finish my high school diploma (which is actually going well; if I don't mess up, I could finish with one last exam). But I'm 21, and I started feeling useless after that person passed away because A) I don't even have a high school degree yet, and B) I don't have a job.
Since my high school is online and I only need to attend for two days during exams, I thought I might as well look for a job. I don't want to get into all the details or blame people (because I understand the shop owners' perspective; I've discussed this in another post about Turkey, where it's hard for Turks themselves), but I couldn't, for the life of me, find ANY kind of job. I kid you not, I tried everything on the list.
Initially, I was naive and thought, "I like IT, so I might as well get a job in IT since software dev requires a bachelor's." Well, IT requires a bachelor's degree too. Even if you hold a CompTIA A+ and other certificates, they don't seem to matter because, apparently, in this generation, the new minimum is a university degree. So, after trying multiple times for a couple of jobs in tech, I gave up and thought, "Well, whatever, I'll just work blue-collar jobs (cashier, waiter, warehouse worker, cleaner, assembly, production)." I've tried applying to all sorts of jobs, and I always get rejected.
Why, you may ask? If you're not in Turkey and don't know what's happening, I don't want to simply say "racism"—obviously part of it plays a role, but more importantly, from the shop owner's perspective, it's simple risk assessment. They need to pay for a work permit here, and legally, it has to come out of the shop owner's money; it can't be deducted from the employee's first month of income. So they'd rather simply say no. Why employ a Syrian guy when they can employ a Turkish guy without the legal hurdles? Ironically, to my knowledge, a lot of Syrians did go back to Syria after things changed, so I thought, "Maybe I'll apply to factory jobs," but those didn't work either.
At this point, I have no clear idea about the future. The best plan I have now is to learn German to a B2 level and try to go to Germany for an *Ausbildung*. Even if I hypothetically went to university here in Turkey and studied engineering (which costs about $10,000 for the full 4 years for foreigners—cheap compared to Europe and America), I doubt I'd find a job after graduating, and I don't have that kind of money to begin with.
Recently, I've also had issues with my mental health and haven't been mentally stable due to relationship issues with a long-term online friend and feeling left behind, but I won't go into that—Reddit isn't a therapy place, honestly. I probably don't have a better plan than the Germany one. It offers a direct pathway toward citizenship if you secure a solid *Ausbildung*, perform well at the vocational school, reach C1 German, and become financially independent after 5 years. So yeah, any ideas, suggestions, or personal experiences? To be honest, I don't even know what I'm expecting here.