I was a chronic weed user, does one beer break my sober journey
First, I do not consider myself an alcoholic. I like to drink but can abstain from it when I want and stop myself from drinking more once I had one or two. My problem was weed, I am in a lot of pain and it helped manage it, as well as my anger issues. I smoked for 3 years 24/7 and decided to stop last week. Threw out all my weed shit and not looking back anytime soon. Weed helped me a lot but also hurt me a lot and I needed to walk away. Now I’m not saying I wanna replace weed with alcohol but sobriety is hard. Family life is terrible and I don’t have a lot of friends, none that I’m convinced like me either. I’m just curious if one beer would break my sobriety, I find it the only thing that calms me down. I tried the gym but it’s hard cus I’m in a lot of pain a lot of time from medical conditions. Hiking works but not all the time. And none of my friends pick up when I call. And I don’t get along with my family well either. So genuinely I’m stuck here