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Loneliness is really getting to me. I’ve been single for a couple of years after a decade long relationship. I lost my best friend. He was really my only friend but I didn’t mind. We did everything together. All our hobbies were the same. I’ve made one friend at work and we used to play video games together but now that she’s had a baby about a month ago, I don’t have that anymore. I haven’t had any physical touch: holding hands, hugs, sex, etc in over 2 years. I try to not let it get to me. I’ve tried dating apps and they are crap. I’m realizing that I’m almost 40 and I’ll probably spend the rest of my life alone. It makes me not want to be here anymore.