I genuinely need an answer to this question from somebody who is from pcb group ..and is doing something significant in there life ..( also the ones who didn't switch to arts and all ) plz tell...
I am a chronic overthinker
I genuinely don't want to overthink so much about my whole life ,my whole career ..but I overthink to the extent that I genuinely get angry frustrated ...and even end up shouting at my parents ...I have pretty much been like this since I was a kid ...and I genuinely don't want to keep hurting them ..they say something which makes me genuinely wanna argue with them ...but thats actually hurting them ..whoever I talk to says only one thing " u keep thinking way too much " ..I genuinely get fustarted at pretty much anything sometimes ..they are genuinely hurt by me ...
I don't want to keep hurting them ...they are hurt by me ...I am 17 ...in 12th ..gonna be turning 18 in a month or st
I am trailing behind
I am trying to recover academically
They sometimes don't get it ...and I shout at them ..
I don't want to ...I also sometimes get hyperware of my behaviour like ..damn am I psycho or something
I have honestly seen my mumma struggling so much and no disrespect to her I love her ..but I don't want to end up like her ..I genuinely feel so helpless
Sometimes I think they are gaslighting me ..sometimes I think they are right ...I genuinely don't know what is right or wrong
But I seriously don't want to end up blindly somewhere just because my parents said it ...like damn ...I sometime feel so angry specially at my father ..i genuinely want to practise patience...I have confronted them about me changing stream in case and doing what I want ( like if not NEET then any other like clat) they have simply denied ...I get so frustrated ..does anybody know how to deal with this dynamic ..
If I have prepared 2 years for neet ( 11th and 12th ) and I did not qualify but I find my interest in CLAT how fruitful it is to switch streams or will I regret
Because then u can find no backup for clat
I am pretty lost ..and my father says he ll not let me switch streams ..can someone guide a little
I am an overwhelmed 17 year old
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I am super lost and deppresed from my life
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I am prepping for neet
I have my neet in what 10 months
And boards in 6 months
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My body dysmorphia completely wasted my 11th
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I recovered from it
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But it did an intense damage to my academic
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I am 4 months into 12th
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I ll be turning 18 in barely 2 months
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I am shit scared
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I st feel like unaliving myself
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Life feels terrible
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My father told me you wont have enough time to prep st out of science stream
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I feel like a failure
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I feel very very deppresed
I feel completely doomed
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Life feels like it's all frickin over