Is it worth trying to catch up at university when I've fallen behind on everything?
So right now I'm at university, and I've dug myself into a deep hole. From the start, I never really liked the concept of university, but until now I've done absolutely nothing with my life, so for some reason I chose software engineering at the top university in my country. From the start I hated it , hated the subject, the lecturers and I didn't enjoy socializing with the students there. For the first two months I actually tried, because I had a friend who shared the same classes and the same interests, but after two months he quit for the same reasons I mentioned. It was obvious I should have quit too, but I didn't, because I don't even know what I would do if I quit. He had a plan and I don't. Now I'm finishing my second semester. I somehow passed my first, but I know I will definitely fail my second. I used AI on all my work, didn't learn anything, didn't go to 90% of my lectures, and just cheated where I could in exams. I couldn't even code a simple program without AI. Now exams are in two weeks and I have about ten assignments I didn't do. Is it even worth learning and trying to catch up, and if so, how do I even catch up?