Forbidden love? 🇮🇳🇵🇰
It all started when one day…while I was scrolling thru reels i noticed how many bikers ruined the image of bikers while just posting third traps and targeting minors. As a indian biker it annoyed me and i came across people who have been victims to one of these pedo bikers and i was on my way to expose him. As i went thru with my mission I met someone who knew him personally and she is Pakistani and a designer as well! I told her the truth about her friend and that he’s been onto nasty shit and ruining the community and while at first she didnt believe it..when i showed the proof she understood the situation and we worked together to expose the pedo he is…long story short yes the word got out and we sure raised alot of awareness and ig it sure did work! But honestly i only saw this woman as a friend who i worked with for this side quest lol. But when the pak India conflicts happened (aka operation sindhoor) i checked up on her cuz i was worried if she was safe…and i did it in a way to cheer her up in those tough times too lol…ngl i always had a crush on her but i kept it a secret cuz i only wanted to keep her as my friend knowing damn well that we really can’t be together knowing how harsh things are between our countries. But long story short..she slowly fell for me the moment i checked up on her around that time…i kind of had a feeling but slowly i figured she was into me all along…we sure couldn’t hold it back and just to make it clear lol yes this was all online and Im in the gcc and she’s currently in pak.Anyways back to the point…the more we spoke we fell for each other harder and there was no turning back. We shared the same dumb humour and alot of inside jokes and overall we bonded like we were best friends :)
We used to talk and check up on each other everyday and what always stood out to me was how she communicated her feelings and everything to me so clearly! And I’ve never met anyone who was this honest with me about things and also understood me so well. Her love and warmth was like no other, it always felt like the loverboy i had inside me for years finally came out cuz i only truly loved someone like that when i had my first love (aka my first gf) and after that i was never the same…definitely a new and improved person overall but not the same lover boy who would go above and beyond to do something for his lady. This girl made me feel seen, she sang to me and honestly this all made my heart melt cuz I’ve never met anyone like her ever! Of course one day we had to have the talk about our future…and how we’ll go forward with it knowing our parents wouldn’t approve or societal pressure (which honestly i don’t give two shits bout )but hey the parents part is definitely the toughest and then comes the religion and age factor…she’s a muslim and I’m a christian and she’s 2 years older than me. We sure held thru really well and had good points bout how we could handle this and live abroad together but…she was running out of time…her parents were gonna marry her off soon since she’s 25 and Im still at my first job thinking HOW ON EARTH CAN I SAVE HER💔. Quite a mission impossible not gonna lie..the clock is ticking and i know for a fact that as an indian even I can’t enter pak and meet her parents that would definitely be a dumb move…she’s done with her bachelor’s degree and onto masters but honestly I don’t think i can ever meet her or her parents unless they come to dubai or any gcc country…it sure is tough and ngl she has grown up in the gcc all her life along with her parents and it was only recently that she moved to pak. I walked away from this knowing i couldn’t do anything and i regretted it cuz i knew she was hurt too…but i still always kept checking on her and months later one day i used my real account and she knew it was me …we slowly spoke and i explained why i went away because i knew i couldn’t do anything about it and that our relationship or heck even marriage wouldn’t be able to go thru. We spoke it out and we ended up being lovey dovey again and spoke on calls just like before…just that this time we were 2x stronger but then again ofc we had to face the reality and when we had that talk again…we knew that this wasn’t gonna go anywhere no matter how much we loved eachother and wanted to be together forever…she told me that even if her parents marry her off she’d still wanna be a part of my life somehow…so she’d only follow my pvt page to keep in touch from afar. This broke me for months and i still couldn’t stop thinking of her….we stopped talking cuz we felt that it was for our good that we move forward. Days go by and nights pass and all i remember is her smile and her goofy little laugh…and the last pictures she sent me that i so badly wanted to keep as a photo in the dash of my sportscar. If only our countries didn’t hate eachother this much and for society to make up such stereotypes and for the world to get more messed up. Maybe in another life she would have been mine…for in this lifetime our countries call each other enemies and the world gets more messed up…I may not deserve her but I wish her only the best, and I wish she knew how much i still love her and miss her everyday but I wanna see her succeed in being the best designer:)
Maybe in another universe she would have finally been mine forever…