Sexless marriage sex with friends girlfriend as an outlet
I've been in basically a sexless marriage with sex happening about once a month if I'm lucky. She will not give blow jobs or do anything to help me out and even suggested I go to a massage parlor for happy endings or something. She said whatever I do, she just doesn't want to know about it.
So long story short, a friend has a high libido girlfriend and we got to talking about my situation and one thing led to another but I started getting blow jobs from her and now we fuck too. She's petite and very girl next door hot and it's been great. Her boyfriend is there most times so yes he knows about this. My wife has even noticed a difference in me being happier.
I don't want to leave my wife. We get along well otherwise and she's a great mom to our kids. I feel guilty but I don't know if I should say something to my wife or just don't say anything since she probably won't want to know. How should I handle this?
This girl who is helping me out is amazing. I only wish my wife had 1/4 of the interest in sex and pleasing.