u/Fritter63

I am 32. My mother is 59 I think? Maybe 58. She emotionally abused me my whole life. She also did drugs and let me get ruined by the fostercare system then blamed me. I'm so lost. I try to be nice but she makes every single thing about her. I have asked her the same question for years and then got told "I'm suddenly blowing up" about it. I went through so much and she doesn't care. I don't know whether to give up or not.