u/Front-Walk4534

Okay so i just told my mom today that I was sexually assaulted. I told her about the country where it happened and she didn’t ask about ANY detail except if I knew the guy. I told her no, and she proceeded to ask me why I didn’t tell her. i told her it was because she was lowk beating me a lot and our relationship at the time was horrible. she went off tracks and somehow this talk ended with the fact that I could just move in with my dad when she leaves him?! I just walked away because she started to make it more about her & my dad’s relationship rather than the SA I faced in public (a detail she didn’t know) as a teen 🙁. She also questioned it, saying I’m probably lying. I told her it wasn’t rape but sexual assault which didn’t do much ig. our relationship isn’t that great and a friend told me I should tell her ever since I told her my story. it was hard since I’ve kept it for years I believe since time is so foggy for me because of everything that’s happened. I’m posting this here to know what I should do further on (I’m 15 btw) and I want to seek advice and want to hear if anyone’s been through this. lmk what to do to heal since I’ve also been shaking when I sit to a guy that is NO THREAT to me 💔