I’ve been friends with a few girls for the last six years, and now we’re seniors and I feel like I’m a ghost. My whole life I’ve struggled with making friends and always feeling left out/out of place no matter where I am or who I’m with. For the last two years, and especially this school year, these girls haven’t included me or invited me to anything all year, with the exception of homecoming in the beginning of the year where they all proceeded to post on Instagram group photos and I was the only one who wasn’t featured in any photos. I want to preface that there has been no drama/argument or any clear explanation for this behavior, I’m a very quiet person that keeps to themselves, and also they act completely normal to my face.
Fast forward to now, the girl I was once the closest with messaged me to ask if I could watch her cat for two weeks next month when she’s gone for a trip. I had agreed to watch her pets several times this year as I love animals, and don’t mind it, but I finally snapped. I was tired of only being her friend when I was a tool for her. I texted her that this was the only thing she ever reached out to me for and she responded with “girl I know and we should hangout at the library” ?? and then I replied saying that I was “glad she was aware but she’s done nothing to include me all year and how much it hurt me and how I didn’t know what I did to deserve that” it’s been several days now and she never responded and we haven’t acknowledged each other at school. I hate that I took so long to speak up, but it sucks that when I finally did nothing changed and now I’m just iced out even more, still with no explanation, and it’s eating at me. What should I do?