Need advice, complicated family situation
Hello, I hope I'll be able to get some help with my thoughts here, where people might understand better.
So for context I'm Trans, and decided to move away from parents home for (from my pov) my safety. Cause i think they won't accept me. Well it have been hard... i slowly reduced contact (stopped responding ...)... but now they have started to put more pressure to see ... and other family members are getting involved too.
I have said that I'm ok with talking on phone and stuff but not meeting. And they keep asking me why. They have tried stuff like "you are hurting us", "if something happen to us then what", "other people wont also talk to you" ... etc long list and its been bothering me so much.
Idk what to do, am i doing something wrong? Am i bad for hurting them? Like i dont want to, but I dont see another way, and also like it doesn't help that they are "what will people think" kind of people so i thought it would make it easier for them too.
Even though our relation haven't been good, it make me sad that they keep trying to see me and I say no and they get sad.
Like I want to have some limits but i feel like they dont ... and idk what to do
And thousand thoughts ... dont know what to do...
Also, I would really want to have other trans people's thoughts who have had to handle stuff like this.