On and off breakups
Me and my ex /bf idk had a long history of on and off breakups ..something happend okay brekaup then i beg then he stops not because I beg but because he also wanna stop (ik its toxic) well keeping this in mind . Just 2 days ago wr broke up because I couldn't talk to him as I was at home in holiday and for context my parents are strict (indian parents) and they found about us a year ago and their reaction was strict like holding my education and all.i can't do anything but hide for now till my education remains and he is also hiding us from his parents ..so i told him we won't talk in holidays and will talk after holidays or maybe talk a little first he blocked me then i didn't message him then we didn't messAge each other and we have a common zoom meetings where we used to study so I went there to find him and stayed there so I can talk to him he misunderstood that i am free enough to study there but not talk to him and i told him through email i went to a cafe with friends he said yes now you don't have time to talk to me and that i cheated on him ..idk i don't care at some point but I am angry at other ..i wanna fix it but i don't want to anymore because I don't wanna beg him to not misunderstand. And i am so angry on him because from the past days my digital time is literary 3-4 hours which means I am not on the phone most of the time still he is acting like that idk i even sent him the screen shot somedays it 1-2 hours i can't prove myself anymore and i am angry that he has ended the relationship purely because he assumed things in his mind and i just can't do anything he is not listening to me anymore . What to do? Let him go?