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IF MPH DOESNT PLAY SCREAMER IM SNORTING THE DIRT AND GIVING MYSELF VALLEY FEVER

I (26F) still live with my mom (57F). I work 8 hours a day, M-F, and additionally go to school 3 days out of the week, which is a 45 minute drive there, and class is 2-3 hours (thank god the semester ends next week). Not to mention, homework and studying, I try to go to the gym as much as possible, and frankly I feel like I barely have any time for myself with all the stuff I have going on.

My mom works a total of maybe 12 hours a week at the very most. She only gets scheduled in the morning at 5 am. I own a car, and there’s been a set precedent that I have to take her to work in the mornings. This has made me so unbelievably angry, I’m even tearing up typing this out and it’s making me feel insane to be so angry. She says that it’s dark in the morning and the bus doesn’t run, and if it was lighter she would just walk. She has absolutely walked to work in the early early morning if I’m away somewhere, but if I’m home, I’m expected to get up at 4:45 am, even if it’s a weekend, even if I’ve been out all night in the city, I HAVE TO DRIVE HOME TO TAKE HER TO WORK. Never an exception. I’ve tried to tell her no, please give me one day to sleep, yesterday for example I told her basically all of the above, she just looked at me like I told her to go die, saying “so you want me to walk at 5 am?”

I get two days off where I get to sleep in, and for the past few weeks, I haven’t even gotten that, it’s either Saturday or Sunday I have to be up. I try to calm myself down by telling myself at least I get the house to myself even for 4 hours, but still, sometimes I just want to sleep.

I ended up taking her to work this morning. And I did enjoy my time alone in the house, but I’ve just been tired and exhausted the whole day. And now I have to wake up again early tomorrow.

It’s a cycle that’s exhausting. And then I just feel guilty for being annoyed and angry with her all the time, but then she does something like ask me to take her to work at 5 am on a Saturday morning and it just enrages me. Lately I have just been feeling a loss of control over a lot of aspects of my life, and this is one of the things.

Am I an asshole for not wanting to take her to work? Is something wrong with me for this to make me so angry and upset? I feel like something is wrong with me for always feeling like a victim of some stupid thing.

ETA INFO: we split rent half, I pay gas/electric (now fully, because she doesn’t have enough to split that in half anymore), water, and trash, and she pays our phones and the internet.

I ordered presale like back last year, and then last week I got an email saying that I “successfully changed shipping method” to will call pickup, which I didn’t. That freaked out me out of course, so I go check the app, both camping pass and wristband are still in my account, I know I changed my password recently, but should I be worried? Why’d it get changed to will call? I couldn’t find any contact info for LiB on their website or through Tixr, probably just blind and retarded but does anyone have the ability to quell my fears…..

edit: ok i’m not terrified of will call LMFAO i just was confused as to why for the change, i had to go last year to pick up my pass bc i ordered too late so i know how it works. but thank you guys lololol