u/FrostingOk7176

Only writing this I realised it's exactly 11 months... I miss "him"(my idea of him), but I do not want him back becasue it's not who he is, at all. This was the last time. I won't be vacant anymore. I won't be waiting anymore. I'm free of it now.

it's not worth it. whatever you will find, it will make you feel like shit. Either becasue you won't like what you'll find or build a false story in your head based on nothing at all. I did that and I regret. that fucker doesn't even deserve the space he occupies in my head. fuck you, asshole.