Skipping tracks to reflect your messy mind.
Love can only exist 30 seconds before you feel its bind.
Say you’re lonely when it’s dark at night.
You find a warm hand. Grip it tight. Then quickly say goodbye.
Believe you haven’t experienced enough of life.
Lucky you’re a man with all the time.
I don’t have the years, months, minutes to wonder why.
Spent enough life already trying to say goodbye.
Never had a doubt so true,
One of the kindest people I ever knew.
Though she’s across oceans far away,
She’s a friend to many along the way.
A golden spirit and shining hope,
A person many could aspire to be,
Happy cake day u/doubtresponsible9208. 🍰
“Everything happens for a reason”
When someone has just killed themselves should be a form of treason.
Does the truth disappoint you?
Maybe reality haunts you?
Some things have no reason at all.
The kindest human, the most tragic downfall.
We don’t live in a story book.
Your unbridled positivity is a different kind of fuck you.
Don’t lie to me…
She isn’t in the breeze.
Nor the leaves that rustle,
Or the birds in the trees.
She wanted to be free —
Not to watch over me.
My selfish human heart longs for a second chapter,
But my mind knows there might be no after.
And if there was… it doesn’t matter to me,
Because what she wanted was to be free.
A pretty lie is still cheap.
Release the sword from its sheath.
There’s peace in what’s above and beneath —
Cut through the polyester ribbons —
It’s okay to say she’s at ease.
I hope to see you next time,
After walking a thin line of light.
Where the breeze ushers in a new start,
I hope to feel your hand in mine.
This time I’ll be your mother,
And you’ll be a child of mine.
I’ll love you right in our new life,
We’ll have a better goodbye.
No matter how you try,
Squint at the cascading light,
Watch colours bend.
You’ll never see from my perspective —
So get out of my fish bowl and go back to the ocean.
You uttered forever,
Turns out you meant never —
And in a way —
They both meant the same thing.
Smile sweetly,
Then come and eat me…
From head to toe’s usually how it goes.
You taste as good as you look. I would know.
Salty and sweet like butterscotch.
Gentle then rough, don’t let it stop.
Candy kisses, sugary swirls —
All night until the stars unfurl.