So tired of searching
Rant post
I am 28.5M.
I so done with finding for a match trying to find from last 2 yrs, no luck.
I feel it is my mistake only as i am not able to digest past of people. I am okay with someone who is out of it not talking to there ex, total cutoff.
Matched with 2 people on different time frame. Talked to them 2 months each, once they get comfortable they started talking to me about there ex, one had such a rage for the other person other one prasing him mentioning it was his family because of this we had to leave each other. This is such a serious turn off for me, the next day i called off both, then they are and calling explaining all bs to me, it was just i wanted to tell you everything and all.
So angry with my self now of not getting in relationship when i can with people i liked and they liked me back, now i feel these career entrance exam job etc i should have taken little less seriously.
Now after doing all this thing i only get blamed by family that you should have found yourself someone who stopped you.
Also i feel people out from long term relationship have evolved so much i can’t even talk to them, it just feels so dead like they need a placeholder and i am the one.
Tired jumping on dating app there is also same with all past and all.
Why are people not getting over it ? At least get over it first then try to find someone.