u/Full_Grand_8450

I’m a 43 year old male who has ptsd. As a child I witnessed violence, pornography, and was physically abused a handful of times. My symptoms did not surface till I was 21. I have been depressed my whole adult life. In 2023 I was on a drug cartels hit list and my life was in danger for 6 weeks. I have never recovered from the trauma. It has dominated my life. I was an innocent person who got crossed up in fentanyl violence in Kansas.