My boyfriend is living a double life. Should I break up with him?
I thought my boyfriend was conservative and not lustful at all. I have always respected him the most because of this. He swears he doesn't talk about our sex life to others, and keeps to himself about topics similar to it. He swears he knows about his hbs dick sizes due to conversation, and I've always asked if they just pull it out and compare. He swears that he doesn't, but last night I was talking to some of our guy friends and found out that they do. I've been very close to them since high school, so they'd tell me anything. They told me they even stroked it near each other, as well as having porn nights where they watch and test who goes to the restroom last to see who lasts the longest. There was even one time they tried pranking a guy who was sleeping, and my boyfriend was stroking his dick, and they were splashing water on him so it would look like he finished. When I heard this, I felt like I barely knew who my boyfriend was. I'm quite conservative and even asked who had seen his dick, and he promised it was just two of his friends. I don't know if this is normal with guys. Please let me know if it is. Besides this, he has also hidden the fact that he's doing drugs, not hard drugs, but I've told him how I've felt about it, yet he still hides it from me. When I was crying to my friend last night, she told me that her friend was at our friend's condo, and my bf was there just playing a porn game. How fucking embarrassing, it was the first time he met her. Should I break up with him?