I blocked him.
I 27F met this guy 29M in university years ago and we were hanging out since. We grew super close over time but he told me from the very beginning that he wasnt ready for a relationship. I still fell for him and confessed my feelings and he rejected me multiple times (I know, embarrassing). But despite all that, we would act like a couple and do absolutely everything together. I dont understand why he would keep me around without wanting to be my bf. He is super touchy with me and holds my hand in public. I met his mom and his friends and they all liked me. I feel so stupid having wasted YEARS on this guy just for him to never reciprocate those feelings abd just keeping me around for some reason. He recently told me he wanted to date other women and it broke me. I just cant do this anymore. We had a fight yesterday and i blocked him since then. Im not sure how long we will be no contact and i dontbwanna keep inflicting this pain on me. Does it ever change? Do fhese situationships ever become relationships? Or am i just delusional.