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back in 2024 I met this girl and we hit it off real well, real. well. we loved all the same music, same shows, we'd talk for hours on end, id wait for the part of my day where its time to talk to her, eventually we both acknowledge that we both have feelings for each other, do we date? no.she confessed and i said "what happens when i need ur parents blessings or when they find out? what will ur people say yk they hate my people" and she said "fuck the people and their opinions" I should've taken that and held onto it with my hands and teeth, I didn't. anyways we enjoy each other up until Feb 2025, then she says we can't be just talking and not dating goodbye, and removed for the last time forever.. I had a dream about her today
how do I live.. I didn't reject her or turn her down I swear I want her but I dont have the money to be her level, her people are so high.. how do I live the rest of my life knowing this isn't something I fumbled cause I was stupid, I fumbled cause i am simply not good enough, how do I live