u/FunReporter2198

2 years ago, really liked him and he started dating someone else. I was a bi*** and tried to get in between them,, ended up not talking for 2 years. But, 10 months ago we started talking on normal terms again. Although i never apologized directly, I thought we were getting past it. And since he was the one to start the conversation first and was trying to get to know me, I thought we still had a chance. About 5 months ago though, I find out he got back tg with the girl he was dating two years ago.Happy to see him happy but I am heartbroken. I am now mature enough to not interfere in between them so all I can really do is hurt in silence. Delusional me still thinks we may have a chance in the very future, valid since i liked him for 2 years straight. I write poems about him, he was my first love after all. I feel numb. I crave closeness and affection but cant seem to feel it for anyone but him. INSIGHTS?