Why do some people just enjoy struggling in this game so hard
This season k/d 1.7, im guessing not great not terrible, average dmg 850.
I'm getting matched in plat with some ppl that i think they refuse to have a minimum thinking process in the game, they are playing apex like they are playing doom eternal on easiest mode. Truthfully it brings the worst out of me just cause i try to do something and i see the lack of a proper attitude for an online competitive game mode.
I started to count my games and it results in 15-20% at best decent game on my teammates side, if i don’t carry i feel like it's a bust. At least one teammate has 3-5x less damage or countless times they just throw themselves into a 1v3
I try to be nice and then i end up ruthlessly toxic after 7-8 horrific in a row games which just burn me out, i feel like im doing good but is not enough. It boggles my mind im fighting 2-3 teams, end up doing like 1k dmg then i spectate my mate with 100 dmg who cant even slide properly.
I'm trying to find some excuse for them maybe their setup is bad, maybe they play with like 30 fps, maybe they have a disability and i was a horrible person i feel even the pressure of the guilt at times.
Summary of my yesterday's games, 9 games top damage/kd at least one teammate one was way off or the dead on drop
I was tired i started insulting ppl from the ship and barely in my 10th game i found some decent teammates who were sympathetic with my tilted state and they ended the disgusting period i had, one promised me he will do better than me and he did slightly but he delivered.
I called them f*****n id***ts from the start and told them to prove me wrong.
I do strongly believe the main problem is the delusion of the players and the fact that they just don't care about having a decent game and enjoy to only struggle and the matchmaking system doesn’t help either, you call them bad when you have 1000 dmg and they have 100 and they talk back and start being toxic, you can never improve at the game unless you admit you're bad and change something in your play-style or train in the shooting range or in deathmatch/control/wildcard