u/Fun_Raspberry_127

Its like a catch 22. I am not allowed to be free and healthy. Only a slave to this illusion of comfort. I am no longer on a CTO but I am afraid if I get off medication something bad will happen and the voices and hallucinations will get stronger. It is sadly damned if you do, damned if you dont.

They speak very clearly and are external to me. But when I ask "who are you?" Its radio silence.