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Hi ! its been like 4/5 months since my last post.
To be really honnest nothing really change compare to how i feel now vs in the past.
Except now they pulling a lot of water each session. That what i hate the most. Because i am still very muscular and the problem is my muscle are always dehydrate so i cramp a lot. I explain to them all the time to increased my dry weight by at least 2/3 kg but they never did it.
Plus recently i got severe constipation, now without ritalin i can’t go to the bathroom for a week straight. Even laxatives are useless.
I couldn’t go to the gym without faint at the end of a workout.
I also got 2 severe hyperkalemia with is suck.
I developpe a lot of pain too but my nephrologist seem to don’t care when i ask im other opioid than morphin (too much side effects for me)
I also don’t see as good now as before wich is bad to be honnest. And still have a ton of itching during the night even with sevelamer
And at the end i starded antidepressent medication 4 months ago (sertaline) thats completely ruins my gut and got a problem with my pancreas…
And when i propose mirtazapine to the doctor they said venlafaxine with is also bad for my gut so i decided to go off cold turkey
So yeah i still feeling like shit, they don’t want to transplant me because i’m on trt even if my test lvl are completely normal. Which is piss me off
I recently talk about palliatives cares because i’m tired of all that bullshit and that garbage all the time
I deeply regret of being on dialysis i should have been smarter about that