i think movement is happening with my SP, but I still feel so sad
I know manifestation is real and that it can show up in the most unexpected ways, because I’ve manifested small things before. But right now I just need some advice or maybe reassurance.
Me and my SP had a final-final breakup in January, and there’s also a 3P involved. I know everyone says not to check the 3D because it’s the old story, but I gave in and checked. I saw that he unblocked me on Twitter and also made a playlist that was clearly for me.
Now I’m trying really hard not to spiral because I know checking the 3D just keeps me attached to the old version of the story. I’m trying to detach a lot more. I’ve been affirming and visualizing that before July ends, he comes to my house and we finally sort everything out, especially because I’ll be moving away for college in August.
And the thing is… I genuinely feel like something is shifting. I do believe it’s working. I really do. But at the same time, I still feel so sad. Some days it just hurts a lot.
I’m trying my best and I genuinely want this guy to heal, become better, and come back. If anyone has advice — manifestation-related or even just general things to take my mind off this — I’d really appreciate it.
Thank you for reading ❤️