first time sex
ok so i met this guy 2 years older than me im 18 btw, i met him on grindr and saw his pics and hes like a buff dude and he also wants to be kinky with me, i think we're pretty similar but hes from a city next to mine so we cant wait to like get to know each other hes gonna be here in like less than a week just to fuck w me. and im scared bc its my first time ever and im more scared abt the guilt i feel after nutting like its so bad ive cancelled meeting up with many guys, but this guy is perfect and i want to have sex with him but ill feel like ill regret it bc of guilt and bc i live in a very religious city
any advice?
thanks for the replies, also ive got another question, i told him i have a musk fetish and he told me that he wont shower for some time to do me a favor and im wondering if its safe to suck him if hes dirty