u/Future-Sense-2139

I swear I always feel like I should b carrying a card tht says I'm not white just white passing. Lol .

Now dnt come at me fr this. A friend nd I went to lunch one day nd she is also biracial. She was yelling come on nd i responded wth, im coming nigger. I ddnt realize there was an older white woman behind me who said, um ma'am u cnt say tht. I responded wth no u cnt say tht but I can. My friend busted up laughing, cause tht woman thought I was being disrespectful to my friend. Lol. This literally became our lil joke fr months.

Now dnt get it twisted, I dnt use tht word in a bad way ever but it does on occasion come out. Usually it's cause were just playing. Has anyone white passing ever done sumthin similar?

I was brought up to believe i was white nd 2 types of Indian blk foot nd Cherokee. Now however I took a DNA back when the pandemic started nd found out tht wasn't exactly true. See I found out I'm mixed blk nd white wth Indian. I always knew sumthin was different wth me then my so called relatives but was never told. Im 58f now. When in my 20s my mother introduced me to a friend she said nd this man kept looking at me like he was memorizing everything abt me. Not in a creepy way but more like he wouldn't ever see me again. He told me he hadn't seen me since I was born. I ddnt put 2 nd 2 together until 2021. I believe tht man was my father nd i was never told. Unfortunately I dnt remember his name just wht he looked like. Now all these yrs later I still cnt get answers but I'm living wth tht. I'm proud to say I hav his green eyes, lips nd his attitude nd my crazy hair.

Wish I could of gotten to know him better but life doesn't always go our way. If it wasn't fr tht test I wouldn't of known. Proud to say I'm a mixed woman nd I luv my heritage. Has anyone else experienced this

Im blk nd white but honestly I only feel my blk side. Worse part is I'm white passing nd i hate it. I've had sum bad experiences wth mostly white ppl finding out im mixed nd tht left a bad taste in my mouth so to speak. I had a roommate who's husband had a slave ownership paper from his great great grandfather nd he was so proud to have it. I told him dnt ever put tht on our walls or it'll dissappear, well I guess he thought it was a joke. Let's just say it spontaneously combusted. I have alot of dislike for white ppl. I'm not even close to any of my white relatives. Yes, I'll admit I've even said more than a few times I hate white ppl even though I am part of them. I just wonder does anybody else ever feel like this.

I was never told abt my heritage. I found out by taking one of those ancestry test. When I ask my mother who my daddy is, I got laughed at. I explained to her tht all through my life I felt different. I look white in color but blk in everything else. All my life I was lied to nd made basically a secret. Now older I've ask several times to plz just tell me so I can meet him b4 one of us dies.

Here's the thing, she will keep her secret till she dies. I. Just want to know the other side of me.