u/FutureHousewivesStar

This might be self absorbed thinking and perhaps I’m an undiagnosed narcissist BUT I legitimately believe that it’s written in the stars for me to change the world in some way. The problem is that this inherent belief and strong gut instinct of mine consumes my thoughts because it’s all out of my control and I want to change things so badly so that I can better the world.

I have a lot of barriers to achieving the things that I want in life and I’m going through a really rough patch right now in all relationships in my life and I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THEM but I want them to reciprocate that and care about me in the same way!!! If I’m going to fulfil my destiny then I need to be supported!!! I believe in myself but I feel like others don’t see it within me. Is this shown in my chart? Does anyone happen to be a psychic? lol

It’s also my fault too though. I feel like I’m not honest about my past with the people that I love because I’m scared of how they’ll react and what happens after. Maybe I just need a therapist LOL if you read this far, thank you for listening. Just been noticing a lot of spiritual coincidences lately and need some other opinions

I’ve experienced a lifetime of trauma at a young age and have suffered with debilitating depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. In the last few months, I began taking the steps to help myself to recover. It’s been a slow process but in the last few weeks I’ve felt like my happiness could finally become possible.

Learning that Jupiter was moving into Leo, I’m wondering what this could mean for me in the next year? because as soon as June 30th hit, a person who I considered to be my best friend lashed out at me over seemingly unrelated issues, has blocked me on everything, and said she was “done” with our friendship (in a drunken state). I’m wondering if there’s something karmic about my chart and that’s why this crazy shit keeps happening around me?