Neet pg ( confession of an average student )
Hi ,
I would like a honest conclusion even if it is going to hurt me for the question I have in my head ,your answer will help me move past this .
Last year i got 47k in neet pg , I was getting Psychiatry , anaesthesia , ortho , etc but i took a drop year as i felt i didn’t give 100 percent of my efforts. I started reading around January of 2026 (as i was stuck between whether I have to join pg or should I take a drop and also because i thought i will get bored as I approach the exam cause i already read and revised thrice the entire 19 subjects in 2025). For the first 4 months I read around 6-7 hrs a day and I gradually increased the duration as the days passed on and for last 2 months i read for 10-12hrs a day without missing even a single day ( for last 3 months I used “focus to do “app to count each and every minute I spent reading , i used to stop my timer even if I take a minute of break to drink water and restarted the timer later ).
I showed up every day for last 3 months even when i had a mental breakdown or exhaustion , even when i was sick , even on days where i just wanted to give up and cry . As I started the preparation in jan I built my concepts first later I completed 5 revision and did 100-130 mcqs everyday without fail . And I can’t explain the anxiety and stress that used to drag me down and bring my self esteem to the lowest , I had to pick me up everyday I felt low ( n number of thoughts I couldn’t throw out of my brain ) don’t know how many times I used to cry starting from April to let out the emotions I had . I know this preparation will not take me to 5000 rank or below but i was confident it will take me near 10-15 K atleast .
On the day of exam leaving the 10 question , I knew the subject behind every other question , I knew I studied them ,but for a considerable amount of questions I was stuck between 2 options which were so close to even eliminate , for them I put my faith in destiny believing it will help me as I prepared well ( atleast i thought i prepared well )
But the result 26K , i was numb , i didn’t know what to feel , was my preparation not enough , was I wrong , do I deserve this less of a rank with my preparation , was it my bad luck or was it my destiny .
would like an honest answer , even if it hurts me I need a closure for this to move past this , any answer is much much appreciated
Everyone who read this and tried to help me THANK YOU SO MUCH ,