Needed advice on how to survive
Originally I sit beside the window, I'm an OKU and I am half blind. I needed the natural light to take care of my only remaining eye, so I needed the natural light. I always notice whenever my eyes using those artificial light, my eyes will always hurt and sometimes slowly getting blurry.
I told people before, but non of them listen or even care. They keep telling me to close blinders, and slowly hate me because of that.
Around June, this month. I was told to sit somewhere under the aircon. It is a big aircon that even cover the artificial light on top. There are ceiling lamp in front but it is far and got cover also by the beam. There are no windows anymore, so no natural light anymore.
Because of the aircon that is soo loud, like those big aircon inside the shopping mall. I forced to buy a noise canceling headphone just to survive, on taking care of my ears.
Then, I notice every time I'm there, my eyes are in pain, dry and blurry after sitting too long. I bought a table lamp from online, and still in delivery. Just to hope it can help me to take care of my eyes.
Also the whole time I'm under the aircon, before I got the noise canceling headphone. I keep taking panadol, flu medicine and cough medicine. I keep coughing and feeling dizzy. After getting the headphone, I can manage abit.
I notice sometimes I cough, I see blood in my mucus. I got scared. But, now I slowly healing already. I had to use the most traditional way that I know actually works. Every morning, I have to force myself to keep being expose under the sun. I even purposely expose my neck to the sun, and I can actually feel the warm and it slowly heals. I have 2 weeks of coughing, that didn't even heal. And only just by standing under the sun every morning, then I start healing.
I'm writing here because I needed advice on how can I even survive in this environment. Can someone please advice me.