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i just finished watching the main series + movie with my boyfriend and we’re halfway through future right now. he says hes always felt comfortable in that liminal/light vibe of season 1, and i like it too! but it also fills me with a sense of looming dread that i cant quite explain.
its a lot like omori, or in ddlc before the game resets, or in corpse party before they perform the ritual, or maybe hylics.
the “vibe” to me feels like im a kid and my babysitter or mom is taking me on a fun beach trip/mall trip to distract me from a divorce or terminal illness that she thinks im too young to understand but im just pretending to not know so i dont worry her and we can just ignore it for a day. it feels like procrastinating all day even though youre getting kicked out of the house tomorrow.

sorry if those are kind of weird examples, but does anyone else relate to that feeling a sort of liminal dread or looming sadness in season one? or know why?

my boyfriend and i play table tennis together roughly every day or so, and he recently switched to using an andros rasanter rubber in green.
i think it could be really cute to get a nonstandard color for my rubber as well, since we’re duos and getting coaching together, always going to the club together ect. i was thinking pink because both our signature colors are green and pink.
i am currently using tenergy 05, my style is jpen single side with an emphasis on attacks and loops. my concern is that ive heard that single ply hinoki is much more sensitive to rubber choice and choosing something “nonconventional” completely modifies the feel in unpredictable ways.
im also considering getting tenergy in black, and putting a pink paint sheet on the backside? but thats not as cool honestly