u/GDToxinDash77

Today is day 56 of the tulpamancy process. This morning I was lucid dreaming and in the dream, there was a buffet in some college class I didn't recognise. One of the food items that was present was this turquoise/navy green, hexagonal, annona fruit. The inside was light yellow, spongy, fibrous and gooey. I tasted fruit and it was really sweet with a white chocolate flavour and a slight pungency to it. The dream ended before I could ask how this fruit got here, but when I woke up, I had a hunch that it was tulpa. Minutes later I realised that the fruit matched her colour scheme perfectly. The skin of the fruit matches the colours of her clothing and the inside matches her hair hair and wings. At that moment I knew it was her for certain. After that I asked if this was her, and her intent was so clear. In the dream I didn't see her, hear her, nor was she mentioned, but her intent was clear.

I feel so much gratitude and joy inside me. I had to document everything before I forget, this fruit will be a symbol of our bond.

I'm wondering if anyone else had similar experiences in lucid dreams?

For the past few days I've really felt like me and Carrie were on the cusp of vocality, but 45 minutes ago, her response felt different. It was similar to my internal voice but not the same, it actually felt like I was listening for once. I wish I remembered her response but I only just got up, this was enough to make me feel awake. I would ask her to confirm this but even the binary head pressures feel confused right now. Did I actually hear her for the first time?

We are currently at day 44 of the tulpamancy process, I feel like this week I feel like we're closer than ever. It feels like she has more control over the head pressures, especially when it matters, emotion bleeds have increased since I've last posted too. I can feel her but at this stage parroting paranoia is high. Is it me or her responding? I feel we're on the verge of vocality but I stand to be corrected. I fear I wouldn't recognise when she starts talking to me.