I'm scared to go for a new job, even though it sounds like a dream job. Am I doing the right thing?
I don't post often, so sorry if my format is off.
Long story short, I, F22, currently work in retail at a garden centre, as well as in their nursery, and I absolutely love it. Last year I had left for a different job I thought I wanted, but turns out I hated it and I went back to the garden centre. I got into a state of depression since starting that new job, and feeling like a failure when I went back, especially over winter. I was determined to leave after I gave one more year, and leave before winter.
However, now the weather is warming up, and I'm working in their nursery again, whilst also really getting along with everyone, I'm really loving it... but I have already accepted a new job that starts in July. I know that if I stay in the garden centre, I will never be able to earn enough to move out (which I'm currently desperate for) as they could only offer part time, or have any progression, but I worry the same thing will happen again when I left the first time.
The people at the new job have been really accommodating, and have offered a high salary for an apprenticeship. All the people are also lovely, and I'm sure I could make new friends... I'm just scared. I think it'll be awkward to have to hand in my notice again too (a lot of jokes are made about me leaving the first time lol, all I'm good humour).
I suppose what I'm really asking is, am I making the right choice in leaving a job I love for better opportunities and progression?