I just went through a rough breakup after 4 years of relationship. I lost the person I loved the most, the comfy home I made throughout the years, and had to move back into my abusive dad’s place. My friends are on a different continent, so talking to them or playing with them after work is basically impossible. I don’t have anyone or anything left.
If I was alone from the start I wouldn’t mind as much the loneliness but I had people around me. I know how great it is to be surrounded by people that care about me, so not having anyone now is extremely difficult, especially when living in an uncomfortable environment.
I wish I could enjoy time by myself but I always end up thinking how great it would be to share these nice experiences with someone, which ruins the moment, making me feel even worse lol
Humans are social creatures, so is it bad that I can’t stand being by myself for extended periods of time? Like, should I learn how to be content by myself, and how? Or try to meet new people ? And again how do people do that lol, especially nowadays.
Im pretty hopeless at the moment, and I can’t afford a therapist, so im here to ask for you guys’ advice/ life stories. I just need a speck of hope, and I cant find it by myself.