I live in Melbourne which is a very gay city and yet I don't actually know that many queer people. Of the people I do know, one of them actually likes me (platonically) but the rest are just kinda dickheads to me (specifically me) for some reason, even though I can't think of anything I've done that would make people overly dislike me to that extent. So I don't really have anyone to talk to about this kinda stuff, and worst of all, I have no boys to kiss. I used to have a couple more queer friends but they moved away from me, whether that be physically or metaphorically, and they were legitimately a good outlet for experiences and questions I had.
i have a homemade crop top that I accidentally cut too short and some shitty thigh highs and arm warmers off amazon
My friends all have bfs and keep poking fun at me for being single and saying I'ma die a virgin and shit like that and going into detail what it's like having sex or kissing someone and saying how good it feels and saying it's such a shame Ill never find out for myself
if this post gets π upvotes I will kill them (in Minecraft)