u/Gah-Yeon

Can y'all give me any new ideas about love spreads instead of the basic questions "does he like me" "what does he think of me" something that will actually be interesting and I will learn something

But whenever I try to download yansim when it's done it just fails. I have the space needed for it to download and I've tried many times idk what else to do.

When I do a reading about a specific guy the Hierophant is always there and when I say always I mean it.Does it mean something specific, is it a warning, is it something that I should be aware of?

So when i say weird i dont mean it in a suggestive way,but let me explain. So my sister is married and they visit us with her husband sometimes.Her husband is really open minded and so am i so we get along really well, we talk and i trust him with my secrets (dont yall dare say that he is a perv,i would understand it right away i aint dumb).But everytime they visit my mom has such a weird behaviour. When we dine all together she choses where i sit and of course its away from him. My own sister also has the same mind as her and she came one day and started telling me to not tell him anything and stuff. He told me that my sister tried to ask him what we were saying when we were talking and stuff and he didnt say a word to her and that made her furious shewants to know everything. And to add something else my whole family is somehow narrow minded like i should be careful on what im saying (like i diont have the mind to think alone what i should and shouldnt say) because they are scared someone will misunderstood me and judge it, they are afraid of getting judged A LOT. What should i do it makes me angry all the time.

so it all started when a girl tried approaching me and being over friendly and she actually is nice but my past friendships made me gain trust issues at a crazy state and i couldnt tell her my personal things cuz she was friends with everyone but she actually does keep secrets safe and so she kept asking me stuff like if i have a bf and things like that i started with changing the topic but she kept asking and i started lying to her abt everything (no like lying abt my parents names and stuff u get what i mean i think) and i lie to her till this day and i slowly started to find inner peace with this thing even if its bad nobody knew how i moved and who i really am and i liked it a lot so i started lying to friends that i wasnt really close and i swore to my self that i would never do this to my closest friends but here am i lying to absolutely anyone but with caution always i know what am i doing idk if its considered a mental disorder etc but yea any advice or opinion is accepted but please be respectful!

So i dont have my own credit card yet neither my own money.Back in April of 2025 i discovered by accident (fr on accident) a way that i can gift on tiktok without using credit card but instead a google play gift card. So i started gifting on a specific tiktoker and when the 25 euros (28,82 on dollars) run out i would buy a giftcard again and again,with money i used to save on a secret place.Slowly the tiktoker i used to gift to started following me on my socials etc and i liked it i felt special in someway (i did understood tho that they were doing it only cuz i was gifting).Months passed and i began to stop buying those things cuz i didnt have time to go and buy plus i didnt have more money.That led me to stop gifting and they unfollowed me on every social i didnt really care at that time but now it is slowly coming back.That feeling of being noticed is returning and im thinking of buying a 50 euro giftcard next time and i know that if i do this it will start again and it will be like an endless loop. What should i do?