(19M) Why do i feel like am falling behind everyone?
I'm (19M), and I feel like I'm falling behind everyone in the romance side of my life. I haven't had my first kiss, haven't dated anyone. (Idk if anyone even considers me as a second option)
And ofc i haven't even had sex yet. And when my friends talk about stuff like this, it makes me feel a little jealous in a way. Like, I wanna have what they're having.
Sometimes, when I lie in bed, my mind goes against me. It plays something like (You know he/she is having sex with their girlfriend/boyfriend). It gets on my nerves when it does that
I wasn't very active in my high school life, not even in my college life either. I stuttered a lot back then, and I still do; my family members and friends tell me a handsome, but when I look at myself, really look at myself. I feel like I'm only someone's second option