I read a cursed bedtime story to my adopted son. I only survived because I felt like a failure. (Part 15, final)
I read a cursed bedtime story to my adopted son. I only survived because I felt like a failure. (Part 15)
It has been six months since we walked out of the freezing woods and left the crumbling ruins of the Bangor Orphan Asylum behind us.
The police eventually closed the case of Leo's brief disappearance. They labelled it a traumatic fugue state, a temporary runaway situation triggered by the stress of the adoption. I let them believe whatever made the paperwork easier to file. The mundane world has no vocabulary for the things that lurk in the dark.
Eleanor survived. The charcoal infection in her veins receded the moment the Knotsman was pulled into the pages, though she now bears a dark, jagged scar across her wrist that looks remarkably like the grain of old wood. We finished converting the old schoolhouse. Her letterpress studio is fully operational, filled with the comforting, mechanical rhythm of churning ink and heavy iron.
Leo is safe. The ashen pallor left his skin entirely, replaced by the warm, vibrant flush of a happy, growing boy. He runs through the sprawling hallways of the schoolhouse, laughing and chasing the stray cat we adopted in the spring. He remembers nothing of the dark theatre or the rusted twine. To him, the entire ordeal was just a terrible nightmare that faded with the morning light.
I am the only one who remembers the truth, because I am the one who still carries the burden.
The schoolhouse basement is no longer an empty storage cavity. I reinforced the heavy oak door with solid steel deadbolts. In the very centre of the room, sitting atop a heavy workbench, is a cast iron lockbox. I commissioned it from a local blacksmith, ensuring the walls were two inches thick.
Inside that box rests the heavy, grey leather book.
I did not destroy the creature. You cannot simply burn away a void of that magnitude. When I rewrote the binding with my own blood, I did not kill the Knotsman. I trapped him. I became the anchor for the bridge, sealing the entity within the pages of his own cursed creation.
But a prison requires a warden. If the book is neglected, if the dark entity inside is allowed to starve and fester in isolation, it will eventually break the binding and come for my son again.
So, I must give the monster exactly what it always craved. I must give it my undivided attention.
Every night, after I tuck Leo into bed and ensure he is completely safe, I walk down into the cold basement. I unlock the heavy iron box. I open the grey leather cover. The paper is no longer blank; it is filled with the frantic, scratching handwriting of a trapped, desperate thing.
I sit in the freezing, suffocating dark of the cellar, ignoring the metallic stench of rust and old earth that bleeds from the pages. I read the words aloud, absorbing the chilling void into my own soul so that it can never touch my family. I am fundamentally changed, hollowed out by the nightly exposure to centuries of forgotten agony, but I would make the bargain again in a heartbeat.
I close the heavy cover, turn the iron key, and whisper the final vow into the silent room.
"...and they lived happily ever after."