So Alone
Lost my husband of 50 years June 23, 2025. I miss him so much. I loved taking care of him. I loved doing things with him. I loved the stories he'd tell me after walking our dog for two hours.
Coming up on one year since he died. It was sudden in a way. He was fighting lung cancer but then the doctors started messing with his heart medicine. We were fighting for his life and they took it from him by messing with his blood thinners. He died of a massive stroke to his left side. He was alert then died gradually over three days.
I found a video of him stating his last will. God I loved that man.
I'm all alone now. I have never lived alone in my life. In the beginning I had my daughter and her family for support. But they have better things to do than worry about me. I still have our dog. I'm struggling so much now.