u/Gemini_1771

I hate that I miss you. Why did you tell me to keep in touch with you? Did you mean it? I think if you did you would just text me yourself.

Every time we were together, it was like an out of body experience, yet so grounding. How could someone give another person such bliss? The world stopped when I was in your bed.

You were the first person that ever made me feel safe being myself. I hope I find that again.

I hate that I miss you and that I will probably always love you.

It finally happened. We met up and it was completely unexpected and confusing. I know why it took so long, things went pretty sour for you for a while there. I would have been supportive. I wouldn’t have judged those poor choices. It seems they were for the best though. You got sober and moved in with a girl. You didn’t say much about her. I hope she treats you with the love and respect you deserve. You kissed me on the cheek and hugged me hard at hello and goodbye. You said I smelled good. Why? I hate that I miss you…