I've started heavily losing faith lately. I feel like the followers of Christianity are out of control and are destroying so much. They want to eliminate so much of what I once took for granted. I am just losing my faith today.
I freaked out severely and had to be hospitalized where the doctor diagnosed me with Bipolar Disorder. I've been hospitalized multiple different times for various mental issues and this particular occurrence was very difficult for me. Yes, i've been DX'ed with Schizoaffective Bipolar Type in the past, but now am officially considered..... Bipolar. This also involved a medication change and an incredibly serious manic episode where I tried various stunts. I am surprised that the doctor allowed me to leave instead of sending me off to a state run asylum!